pause n ponder May 10, 2009

sudi put this okt ” America – 1 yr Anniversary”

and it is kinda depressing .considering tht i am here and not where i thought i should have been there.but, nevertheless i would not have got an oppurtunity to watch the rose milk and coffee cakes .may be i would have developed my blog in a different way thn.

i don’t know eht am up to..really!! i lost 2 golden oppurtunites which would have led to marriage on may 10th and may 15th respectively. now i donno if am goin into a bigger trouble by risking all my money and time and energy in the program.

god save me