I feel have I have been losing stuff and value and time since sept.
I lost 2 pairs of lovely ear rings in mia trip sept long week. lost most comfy brown chappals on devaki bday. feel like i lost jan restore renew workshop. paid 40 bucks uncessarily in a hurry for the monthly unlimited and then now there is a 60 bucks bootcamp, i dont know whether i should take it or not. may be not with all the home thing going on. i just want to learn to be happy with my decisions and not regret them
losing stuff and resources September 24, 2012
is it worth the time?
i wonder was it worth spending 7 hours of my weekend over some stupid grapefest? instead i could have got so many things done. i am not sure how to view these experiences – like where to spend my time and where not to spend it. today during the facial session – i was not sure if i was relaxed or i wasn’t, but i saw images from my childhood, may be 3rd class? mom getting ready in front of mirror to get to work, mom being so over protective about me when i fell down in padmaja apts and all those. i miss mom 😦 badly miss her
after missing bhat’s smoky’s i decided i will only do what i like and not what is the norm in the society or not what i think that others will be happy if i do it. others will never be happy, only i can be happy i chose to. so when it boils down to what matters me most, it hurts that i can’t take care of mom and be with her but do i have a choice?? do i pick her over this amercn life?
ayyoo..i want to go back to dock September 12, 2012
y i am not able to forgive my self. why i want to go back in time to the boat dock, boat in keywest and make that phone call to bhat to find the plan. y i did muster the ciurage to say no to sud and break the societl norm..y do i care of others are jealous
fyi there was muttiulneni, mikkilneni and some who cares crap couple – so it was 5 people in a calm cabin by the woods in virginia. naakanni tondara 🙂 i assumed it would be just and just the 3 of us 🙂 and made a big scene about it 🙂
may be things would have been different for better or for worse- who knows
let go of missing sud party September 10, 2012
why we are never happy with what we got- never appreciate God’s plan. We got so much time to work on inpsection and to spend with each other – run – bread winner brunch and alone time – swim. Why I cant let go off missing six flag party and what about dolphins? it was not even on my radar from day 1 isn’t it? because of thinking about all unecessary stuff i forgot to concentrate on what is important! i for got my walet all cc , DL etc. Now I can’t even do yoga – thanks to me and my mind – never showing gratitute with what we got.
Protected: slick dumb feeling after team meet September 6, 2012
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