yet another disappointment.. December 19, 2009

abbulu said we were going to avtar today but he did not turn up and canceled the tickets. abbulu if u r reading this i said “another” becoz i get disappointed for small small things like u not coming to the airport on time (which btw happened twice like a coincidence) , u not giving an at&t and a few more smaller things like when u forget some thing and all ..when these things  happen ,they confuse me abt what to expect from ab or wht not to..i realize that the happiest way to live is not to expect anything from anyone at all 🙂 guess..u ll agree ab? isn’t it?

significant things i did today: i went to tht heena salon today, went to an indian store with akka brought a few things and had panipuri

and yes i got 100 on 100 on miniproject 2. unfortunately egs increased the mean and median of the final and i still remain at the same score and the median shot up 😦

the day of the countdown is here December 18, 2009

finally the day is here..i am in dls. i woke up in the morning..in fact i didnt sleep yest nite so no point of waking up in the morning..all my flights were on time..and surprisingly i reached early and ab wasnt there as i expected.ab came…we went home…had lunch watched confessions for some time and ab left me at annaya’s place…its a strange new world…first i did not like it at all..thought it was a cold weired place..but slowly got adjusted by evening and was ok ..fine till nite

another rather interesting thing is ..i did not read anything today…was watching a movie..talking..doing timepass and all..so it seems strange tht i did not study for a whole day after some 3-4 months

2 more days to go December 15, 2009

something really strange happened yest nite..i slept at 8..7:53 to be precise and woke up at around 10:45 whn vandy told grades came out for ics. i dreamt tht my mom became a millionaire and she had a bank and a large organization..i was trying to take an appointment to meet my mom..i went to school today ..went to the store to look up the offer on books ..then took print outs and then went to meet my mentor..all she said was to set up the code and  get it running 😦

i came back had a bath..and have to read now..and the count down says tue,wed to go ..just 2 more days..yipppeeeeeeeeeeee 😀

oh no not again December 14, 2009

again my insomnia problem started tonite..i mean i thought i was fine and became normal after i broke the cycle successfully for 3 days…oh no..not again..i am really sick and tired of this now..wht will happen in the next sem then whn i have 17 credits 😦 i ll not even sleep on alternate days may be

i am not taking so much of tension but i realle dont know y it is showing effect on my sleep and this in turn shows effect on my stomach and the cycle goes on..tik tik tik i am counting..monday, tuesday ,wednesday and zoooooooommmmmm

as abbulu said 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 🙂 guess i got the spelling rite…ya, how can i forget when my visa got rejected for tht damn place !

capgmni December 11, 2009

yayyyy…capgmni interview was gr8 😀

it was a behavioral interview and not technical 😀 😀

the guy asked

background?

a roadblock and  how i overcame it?

working in a team?

problems in a team?

some bonus and how would i share with the team? *impressed by my 80-20 rule 😉

how was i involved in sdlc at my prev work..the requirements..overlooking the performance requirements etc

the most uninteresting job ..something i can never do

y did i leave my job

y did i come back to school

y did i specialize taking masters in compsci instead of mba (oh God ! i wish i did tht !! i think abt tht almost every day )

yayyy.he said hes impressed by the stuff the ivy ppl have and i should be looking forward to getting into the next round ..yipppeeeeeeeeeeeee 🙂

happy sleep

and i slept happily

my dolling ab wrote

these are the times i wish we were together…so i can pamper you…snuggle you…make it up for you…and ofcourse you hitting me too 🙂

one of the worst times

i went thru a few of the worstest feelings in my life on dec 9th during the db exam. i thought i would faint..i was not able to think or concentrate. thanks to my sleep cycle. i was so very hungry and my stomach was growling hunger.i just did not want to write or think anything..my mind was overburdened and over stressed…and my eyes were burning..i just wanted to turn in the paper and leave the room ..as yohhanes kept extending the end time my frustration was building further..i anyway left at 9:45. after tht we got into the bus and i was never so tired and hungry in my life..begging for some food and and some sleep and i pity myself 😦 i feel even more pathetic when ab cant hear wht i am saying on fone and when i have to repeat each and every thing.. wonder y he is so single task oriented. if he is reading office mails  he cannot hear what i am saying and i have to repeat each and every thing twice…even if he hears .nothing goes into his head and he keeps asking the same questions over and again.now probably that is the most frustrating part..answering the same question like 3 or 4 times !

uhh December 10, 2009

it is so freaking irritating when u do not sleep for one nite..and we have the db exam tonite..the deadlock situation of the stomach and sleep is getting worser by the day..abbbbuuuullllllluuuuu..dec 17 ki inka enni rojulu?

happy sleep December 8, 2009

i slept properly yesterday nite..i feel so relaxed and  refreshed and happy 😀 :D. have to complete my db assgn and do a few chapters. hope i get sleep like this every nite

did i forget how to sleep? December 7, 2009

i was again not able to sleep the whole night yesterday nite..i mean this happening like almost every alternate day ! i feel terrible when i cannot sleep the whole nite..i wish i could run back home to my mom and dad..but i am so stuck here . i never realized the importance of sleep as much as i did over past week. imagine doing the same things for 24 hours the whole day and add another 16 hours ..say 40 hours the same things..like reading the same subjects..staring at the same gmail without taking a break..God ! it sucks ! there is no break for the mind..no rest for the mind and i feel so tired and exhausted the next day as if i climbed the mount everest the previous nite. i cannot even concentrate properly on whtever i am doing the next day.i so wish i got some sleep..at least for 10 mins