Pr November 27, 2011

I am so happy I came here…bio bay out of the world all the teachings ant time and making u realize how spl a Creatn u r on this earth …flmingo bch out of world… Sju history is mind lowing …walking tour Debbie I’d cool..now I wanna a
Cycle
Swim to snorkel
Learn espaniol

y so much of unhappiness November 21, 2011

y have i become like nimla,lavy etc. crying over other’s happiness..y does PR trip for chrsitmas of um & sud make me unhappy? y does amar joining ckt give me an insecurity about jyo job…why does jyo being paid 100k  for fake exp make me jealous  and unhappy..y have i changed to being this unhappy being? was i always like this? the very thought tht radhi will work after EB..it’s so long away and who knows how things will be like..

God, I am your divine child please protect me and guide me on to the path of righteousness.

lost finals November 20, 2011

what a day it was…felt like a terrible day with low spirits and depressing weather..

got up early in them orning madem ushroom curry accidentally put loads of salt..all the trouble with rithu, milk spill in xar, fone, rithu crying.not turning off the car..all the stares..jyo showing off casino intevw skils, God it just was a messy day..thank god i am safe and home..somehow feel i tripped on it..pogaru thalaki ekkindi..i was like get ready b*** i m coming eith curry veggie to steal thunder but it was not as easy as said..i just deserved it..the defeat.

yest was really good though..everything went as per my plan..the model homes, walmart, movie, dinner

Finals or sfo??? November 16, 2011

It’s such a tough decision to make…should I forgoe bachinas happiness or pick being wit buddies miss the party here or have a blast there miss the finals fb pics or come on with sf pics god plz help me make a right decision

i can’t tell you all how stressed out i am over the past week to make a decision. My flights got confirmed to sfo last week. I will be landing at 11:10pm on friday night and my return flight is at 3:35pm on sunday afternoon, If I come.

abbulu won the semis and is playing finals this week but the schedule is not out yet, that is if the match is going to be on sat / sun morning/ afternoon. after the match they have a presentation ceremony and all the members in the winning / loosing team will get cups..of course the winning team captain will get a trophy which abbulu said will dedicate to me in his speech.

I have been planning on coming to sfo to have some good time with you guys for more than 3 weeks now, deciding on what to wear, pack, where to go etc even though i never expressed it before..now it’s time to make that tough decision and I don’t know what to do 😦

should i be with abbulu and cheer in finals or should i come there and be with u guys..

I never even guess in my wildest dreams that i will have this confusion..their team never even made it to super 8 under abbulu’s captaincy for the last 3 times.

never borrow from tomorrow November 13, 2011

An Angel says, ‘Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn’t happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice.’ 1. Go to bed on time. 2 Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed. 3. Say No to projects that won’t fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.  4. Delegate tasks to capable others. 5. Simplify and unclutter your life. 6. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.) 7. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.  8. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don’t lump the hard things all together. 9. Take one day at a time. 10. Separate worries from concerns . If a situation is a concern, let go of the anxiety . If you can’t do anything about a situation, forget it. 11. Live within your budget; don’t use credit cards for ordinary purchases.

12.. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
13. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
14. Do something for the Kid in You everyday. 

15. Carry a book with you to read while waiting in line.
16. Get enough rest.
17. Eat right.
18. Get organized so everything has its place. 

19. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
20. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
21. Every day, find time to be alone.
22. Having problems? Talk to someone. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don’t wait until it’s time to go to bed.
23. Make friends.

24. Laugh.
25. Laugh some more!
26 Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
27. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can). 

28. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most).
29. Sit on your ego.
30 Talk less; listen more.
31. Slow down.
32. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.
33. Every night before bed, think of one thing you’re grateful for that you’ve never been grateful for before. IT MAY HAVE A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU. 

My instructions were to send this to four people that I care for and I picked you. I decided to send it to more than four, because I have more than four people that I care for.

don’t be serious , be sincere

why the urge to forsee future? November 11, 2011

i feel so abot reading my blog..i mean..all the things i totally totally forgot ever existed! i think my source of depression was frnds not calling me for lunch..but now i feel good bcoz i met my long lost buddy..u 🙂

This week was wonderful except for a few
I have learnt a ton of people skills in these 2 days and not just preparing good content and delivering it effectively. We practiced all the presentation skills, were actually video-taped and given constructive feedback on where we need to improve. This was definitely an extremely useful class and I just can’t wait to give my next presentation. Hopefully it’s not like attending those life-changing seminars and after 3 days you are back to routine 🙂

i got to know i was betrayed with 401k but abbulu thinks otherwise. jyonisu started crying tht i will be in sfo te next wknd..i was planning so much with my buddies and whenever i want to keep a reunion they awant to meet and have fun..whtz the deal here? but i dont want to feel bad..i want to stick to my guns..want to go for my buddies..thts ok..big deal if i miss out on it.there will be next time may be in my own home but there wil not be next with my buddies.

other gaff was vimori – kokori pair assignmts – managing time – senior aithe help cheyachu ga..i hate chuchimta..she is B****

now i dont want to plan on TG trip at all..i did all of my research adn thats it..am done..abbulu also told me a new on AP for india visit..not sure how its gonna work out too..

not sure why this urge to forsee the future but yes at thi point in my life i do have a couple of answers for previous questions. nag is not here, helix is all done over and good 🙂