why one size does not fit all July 27, 2012

when i first heard that jlo, kari, bg joined btcamp i was going crazy and freaky..they are going to become better , fit that and this. i dont know what i competing for or whom i was competing with !!? it didnt matter really as my health and fitness goals were completely different from theirs. bg was to climb whytny, cardio . jlo ksri was to lose weight tone thighs.. but mine? are to build stronger shoulder, triceps biceps and thats why btcamp thing never worked out for me really..well only one good thing was sports br on all the jumping jacks..and correct support from vsectrs …my ideal week as planned is as good as it sounds and have been on this for about 2 weeks now

mon-any activity like grocery etc for house, if not swim

tue – bendu

wed – yoga

thurs – run-cardio

fri – curdrice dinner / break

sat – core n more

sun – yoga / cardio run

4 times in a week at least make sure i work on exercising/building shoulders

and if i were to recollect- i cursed myself and the massage therpist on july long weekend 2011 for causing the shoulder pain, but if not then it would have surfaced later in life as repetivite stress injury. thanks to her i corrected my posture ans started working out towards healthy living..if not i would have been a couch potato for years and since i corrected my posture, i have already saved myself the trouble of arthirits, lower back pain and all the spinal issues that could come shooting in future years!! and yoga, swim is helping me build my overall agility, flexibilty and core

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did i miss gold? July 25, 2012

did i just miss an awesome opportunity? big shots came and talked very persuasive, excellent orators. first slide of my data on cdi on ceo presention? i am not sure, but am releived..after all that crying now i got big heads mahi,sid, mhtb who can turn and churn this in 2 months..all that crying and stress and lack of confidence..now i gotta put this frwd. guess one of the advtgs of ft vs cntrctng is if u dont know / cant do something u can just go and tel lthem upfront..the mangers will figure this out.its not your problem..wheres as its not the case the otherway, you are expected to do or die.
sorry mary for making u strain your little toe and walk all the way too far..

bhago from crd rce July 23, 2012

for the first time i felt like being away from curd rice gals n gang..me n bg had a lil tiff on gift for rithu..gold vs toys. first of all it was not even my idea, it was jo and sweth and i was only supporting them..everybody is so scared of bg. noone says no to her and anything against her. she is the alpha femle and everyone has to follow her foot steps. I did not like that fact that she is over dominating and why she should always win? united we stand, we are 3 of us if only they had stuck to their guns i would have repected the group..but now i kind of seem to have lost interest..anytime she makes a plan and only then it is successful else there is no plan and nobody is going anywhere only exception was our gnp trip. when i heard that they were doing descent 2 i cared the least. i did not even bother, worry, regret or remotely feel remorse on my decsion to stick to uma and stay in rithu party. i would not have even enjoyed if it party was planned as orginal with entire curdric in attendance..this impromptu small group was wonderful had loads of fun i will remember days to come. next time if i have to make a trip or take a vacation and there is a gathering of some sort somewhere of curdice then i am not going feel bad and read through this. moreover it has become so boring these days..meeting the same ppl every weekend and doing the same stuff. eat. watch horro. talk cricket.

unplanned fun weekend July 22, 2012

watched dark knight ipic friday late night..it was ok not bad except for the front row seats 😦 then fareweld druv and nobody wanted to leave until 2am as usual.. disappointed that rithu bday was canceled but it was called on later..did some online research on apr moving and cribbing about moving packing unpacking eetc.. al lthe weekends resources time wasted into the process and in dealing with nam 😦 entire gang was present in rithu place uma, sushmi and ma snd radhi..it ws so much fun to see sud and pard fight over petty things and all the poker was made fun wit sud comic timing..also was happy to see uma and we were chatting there and didnt want to leave although everybody was like bye bye bye 😀 also at the party this time they were not crying that I travel a lot..instead they were for um sud that they work on 2 projects and earn 4 ppls sal etc. even i feel j that they earn so much..but guess they must be unhappy too with something or the other because happiness cannot be contained and human nature cannot be contented.. and they must be loosing something to gain this because there is nothing like avva kavali buvva kavali..like i started thinking about my situation and what if i joined att for the same sal instead of my current place and then i would not even have got trvl benefit..hence i should trvl more often..

i missed mom a lot this weekend..she was down with mtions..dad was out of town for 4 nights..wish i could be there ..talked to her on skype..papam pichi she has nobody and knows nothing on how to be strong 😦

got extremely inspired by pico iyers journeys which i heard on npr rick steve show..how we travel to break out habits and our regular doings and by traveling alone we will get away from dinner table talk and all the usual worries we discuss with same people everyday..dont be afraid..best to overcome that fear is to confront it and travel alone see the world in a new perspective..also most of the learning and ahaa moments happen during unplanned / detour and also he is heavily influenced sprituality and silent place getaways and lama ..plan to spend more time reading through his blog ..

physically visited some open house on frnkdfr lakes and apts on hot sunday afternoon and both me and bachi had a sun stroke we were completely dehydrated and slept like lil babies after drinking water..then regular chore laundry, cook, clean, organize, arrange

guess need to do swim, grocery etc on another day..

btw i drove in hot sun and peak traffic only to realize swim cannot be dropped..getting tanned badly and also andrea doesnt help or teach its all by ourselves..learn by hook or crook on your own ..am anyway comfortable in 4 ft water tht i can get in my apt itself then y waste time and energy and resources..hence went for core n more which was good..wish i had got 20 class groupon and also dimasi groupon fadi was bad

and why am i not having time to do anything..why is my todo list always full and even though i keep on crossing things off the list..why i dont get to finish them..why is no such thing as free time to draw soemthing, watch tv. i keep on doing activities for home, for myself, for bachina but why i dont get time to knock all of em at once..even as i type all these keep flasing in my head, exercisem swim, grocery, laundry folding, gym, library, blog etc. i wish i learnt how to manage time efficiently and effectively!!

last few weeks have been really tough on me, with hard core coding and it was and is very stressful on how i will confront management and accomplish my task professionally

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last and final b ultrasound mc coy today july 11 July 11, 2012

why so short tempered

Going on royal to med city forest lane, jumping harry red light, impatient about being in left lane on preston intersection, irritated when they made me fill the paper work twice, frustrated when the billing office acted as if I was going to default the 38 bucks payment for the doctor, getting calls from them, emails about being followed up this patient is coming take money from her!

Fight about left br or right br May be I totally forgot. Waiting eternally 40 mins for mc coy to come in. the lady in breakfast store making fun that for such a small biscuit u need a box?? Take a brown bag lady!! Derek intern making fun of me coming late..

Nam spelling ripublic title..actually all the fighting with nam all the time..i think I can write a brand new post and it will be 2 pages long.

The hot dogs fund raiser guy making fun of veg – vener bun – and giggling and humiliating – guess got used to it by then that if I lose my temper over small things I am wasting my energy rather than focusing on important things in life like getting work done for patti.  

stop the madness July 1, 2012

give me back my weekends..are you ppl crazy? why should we spend 10 hours with somebody? i work hard like a donkey entire week and all i get to keep is one sat and sunday and in that y should i donate my saturday to curd rice?? or for that matter to anybody? cant i relax, do the stuff i want to do? what is wrong with me and with people? already i am dreaming sql – code and waking up as night mare..now why this? yes all this for swet rahul potluck

friday event was radhi and susi planned potluck..gave me biryani as item..but nenu cheyyanu ante potluck cancel chesaru..really i want to do my pending stuff and do and learn some things to improve myself and make some progress in life